I just went to the military ball last night and i mean it it was awesome like always but this time i have had an even better time, I actually had me a date this year, and it didn't blow up in my face. Nikki and I had a great time and afterwards she invited me to church and I went this morning. I will admit to myself it has only been three weeks but I think I have gotten more accomplished in these past three weeks than i have in the past 2 years, and that is saying something. But have you ever noticed when you slow dance with someone, you really learn to protect your feet, because Nikki and me both can't dance. She is better at it than I am though. I also noticed last night that she has some of the prettiest eyes, hazel colored. So far I haven't done anything really wrong and I think my judge in people who are compatible with me has gotten better in the last two years. Lynn Ferguson for example, god almighty the crap that went on with that. And that time I asked out Madison Bronson, I think I was on drugs or something then, but out of everything that has gone on since I moved down here... life is finally starting to turn around for the better. I am pretty sure Nikki likes me considering that she hugged me and invited me to church and we talk like it is our last day of living. I AM SO HAPPY cause this is awesome plus it just proves that there are other fish in the sea and i can be happy so take that all you people who said i am doomed to be alone for the rest of my life and if you don't believe me I got pictures to prove it... <.< .......... >.> Whoops I didn't mean to say that out loud, oh well. Well I guess that's all for now. I'll write back in a couple of days. Peace Out and for all those that might have went to the military ball hope you had a good time, I had the best night of my life. << I don't know why I say stuff like that I don't think other people can read these and if they can THAT SUCKS!!! LOL okey dokey than... bye good night and all those other sweet goodbyes.